Thursday, January 2, 2014

365 New Days to Make My Dreams Come True…

Yep… it’s that time of year to share my New Year’s resolutions.  Hopefully I can achieve/make waves in my goals for this year and beyond.  I have some pretty tough resolutions this year…

Get at least one of the three tattoos that I want
See more concerts
Continue on my quest to loose 70lbs
Move out of Napa by Summer 2016
Get financially stable
Be less of a doormat
Be more open about my feelings
Stop being a scared little girl all the time (honestly this is the hardest one)
Focus on my blog more
While I am at it, focus on ME more

I’m thinking this is way more than I can chew, but I have to try.  I need to kick myself in the ass and get out of this song that is playing on repeat.  My goals sound really selfish, but those of you who know me, know that is the last thing that I am, and it bites me in the ass 95% of the time.  I still want to be the person someone can count on and the person that would do anything I can for other people, but I can’t keep doing it at my own expense. 

My friend Micaela posted on Facebook yesterday her word for the year and its definition.  I thought that was a very good idea.  She chose strength.  My word for the year is..

Forward
toward or at a place, point, or time in advance; onward; ahead


… This year I move forward with my life.  I move past the things that have hurt me (just never forget them) and move toward what I want, what I dream, what my life is should to be.  Hey, I have 365 new days to make my dreams come true…